Admiration (Part 2)

Just a little something to wade you over ;) 

Okay Safaree be cool just past her locker. Damn she dropped her books! She's bending over! I'll help her. Damn! He beat me to her. Gosh I hate that guy! What's his name? Oh yeah Drake. He's a fucking idiot! Damn the bell. Gotta get to class. Okay slow down don't get too close to her. She has my class. Damn here we go again. Just sit and don't look at her. She gotta rack though. Fuck I'm getting hard. Another long period of admiration. 

Note!!!

So being the nice person I am, I'm starting two new stories and continuing old ones still. But, there will be a mega post, where I post a whole lot of posts. There should be at least 6-10. They will be long. (Pauz) Give me sometime. They will be posted very soon!!!!

Model Status (Diary Entry 1) - Changes

"Haha!!! FAT ASS!" A boy said trowing a burger wrapper at me. 

"Eww you stank gurrrrlll!!!" 

"OMG! She's jiggling! Hahahahhahaha!!!" 

Yeah I know I'm fat. Hi, my name is Nicki. Well it's actually Onika. I go to Laguardia Performing Arts school. I don't know how long I've been fat. Well my mom left a couple years ago, and it's just me and Robert, my dad. I used to be really "small" but thick. (PAUZ) Robert used to rape me. So you could say I gained weight to keep him off of me. He always said he didn't like heavy set females. No one at school likes me and I have no friends. Except for my friend, Natalie. She wasn't fat like me. She was just a little heavy. 

"Hey Nicki!" Natalie said waving. 

"Hi." I said waving back.

"What you wanna do for our science project?" 

"I don't know." I said thinking. 

"So, are we doing anything this weekend?" 

"Sure, I'm free." 

"Let's go see a movie." 

"Nat, we always see movies." 

"Makeovers?"

"I guess." 

"Cool." 

"Nat, can I tell you something?"

"Of course! I'm your friend." She said smiling. 

"I think I want to loose weight." 

"But what about your Dad?" 

Natalie is the ONLY person on the face of this earth that knows about Robert raping me. She walked in on him raping me one time. I never asked how she felt about it. 

"I don't care. I'm tired of being picked on." 

"Um okay. I guess we'll start tomorrow after school." 

"Okay thanks Natalie." I said hugging her. 

"You're welcome." 

Off & On (Part 1) - Teaser

"Whoo that was great!" 

"Yeah I guess." I said pulling to covers over me and turning on my side. 

"You guess?" 

"Yeah." 

"Why?" 

"Well Drake your game has been...off."

"What?!" 

"Just saying." 

"You think you could find someone better?" 

"I don't know. Maybe. It's just it's not exciting anymore."

"What do you mean, Nicki?" 

"I mean, it's... the same. You get hard, kiss me all over, fuck me, and then it's over." 

"What do we need to do? Dress up, role play?"

"I don't want you to fuck me, I want you to make LOVE to me." 

"I thought I was doing that." 

"I hope every time that you'd do better."

"Oh." 

"Sorry Drake, just how I feel." 

"Goodnight." He said turning over. 

"Ugh!" I said turning over as well. 

"Uh!!!!! Fuck! Yessss!!!" We we going hard and steady. 

"Damn! Nicki." 

"Make love to me baby!!!" 

"Yesssss! Fuck yes!" 

"Mmmmmmmm. Baby! I'm cumming! Ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!" 

"Cum to daddy baby." 

"Ahhhhhh!" I released my all to him.

"IMMA bust baby!" 

"Bust baby!" 

"Ahhhhhhhh yesssssssssssssss! FUCKKKKKKK!!!!!" 

"Yes Safaree!!!!!" 

"Ahhhh!" 

"I love you." 

"I love you too Safaree."

I sprung up from my sleep. Why was i thinking about my boss? 

Doctors Wife (Part 5)

We sat staring at each other for about 15 seconds, until he pulled me out of the closet. I was fighting him as he dragged me to the bed. I was kicking as he dragged me by my wrist. He was dragging me out of the room and down the stairs. 

"No! No!" I screamed as he kept dragging me.

"No one will save you idiot!" 

The word idiot burned. I never thought he'd stoop so low. I kicked him in his side and got loose. I sprung up and ran to Safaree's room to find something to fight him with. I looked under his bed and found his gun. Drake came upstairs and stopped right in his tracks. 

"Don't. Come near me." I said pointing the gun at him.

"Nicki, don't shoot I just wanna talk."

"YOU WANNA FUCKING TALK?!!! YOU BROKE INTO SAFA-- MY HOUSE AND TRIED TO DRAG ME OUT!!" 

Drake stayed quiet. As I figured what I was gonna say next. I saw a figure appear behind Drake. 

"Nicki don't shoot." The figure said. It was Safaree. Safaree grabbed Drake and dragged him out the house. Safaree called the police and they arrested Drake. Safaree came up stairs and I was still holding the gun, but I was sitting down. He came near me and tried to take the gun from me. I jerked away from him.

"Don't touch me." 

"Listen, Nicki, I know you're scared. But I won't hurt you. Just give me the gun." I reached for the gun again and she looked at me and gave me the gun. 

"I love you." I said trying to hug her. She moved and went downstairs.

I sat on the bed and put the gun back in its box. After a couple minutes of thinking, I went downstairs looking for Nicki. If found her watching Judge Judy recordings and eating cranberries and almonds. 

"Hey." She said motioning me to sit next to her. 

"You alright?" I said sitting next to her. 

"Yeah, just need to relax." 

"Okay. I'll be upstairs if you need me." I said kissing her forehead. 

"K. Love you."

"Love you too."