There was always this one guy who was obsessed with me since I stepped in the prison.  
"Hey we fuckin' today?" He said smiling. 
"Get away from me." 
"What's wrong babe?" He said resting his head on my shoulder.
"Get off of me!" I said shaking him off. 
"We gon make love before you leave."
This made me cringe. I don't have a problem with gay people, just ones that throw themselves at me in a serious way. 
I washed and thought. Damn, do I really need her? I thought deeper. Should I have killed him? I wonder how she's doing?
NICKI NICKI NICKI
"Girl, you know I love da chocolate!" Nicki's friend Candi said. 
"Hahahhhaaa! Candi you TOO live right now!" I said. 
The fun and laughing slowed down and Candi brought up a more touchy subject. 
"When you gonna start dating again?"
I sighed not wanting to talk about it. 
"I don't want to."
"Nicki, you've got to move on. What's stopping you?"
"Drake."
"Oh Nic! That was 8 years ago." 
"I know Candi!! I just miss him."
"We all do hun." She said hugging me.
"And it's all my fault." I was crying at this point. 
"Hey, don't start crying. It was NOT your fault." 
"Yes it was! I treated that nerd like shit. I should've been nice." 
"He did what he did. It's over. Now I want to go buy shoes."
"Haha okay." 
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