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Sunday, June 9, 2013

Doctor's Wife (Part 1)

"You ready Nicki?" My bestie Candi asked me. 

"Yeah! I'm gonna tear down the show tonight." I said too unconvincing for her. 

"Nic? You alright?" She said with a concerned face. 

"Yeah. Why?" I said chokingly. 

"You look lightheaded and sick." 

"I'm fine." 

"Nicki you're needed in five." Lauren said.

"K." I closed the magazine I was reading and sprung from the couch. On my way to the stage I could hear team Minaj yelling my name and acting mad ratchet as always. Hearing them kinda settled my stomach. I haven't told anyone about my pregnancy. I plan on keeping that way for a while. He got me pregnant and we stopped talking. I have to tell someone before it gets noticeable. Okay Nicki 3,2,1... Super Bass started playing. I walked out reciting the words. I went on until, He cold, he dope, he might sell---
I felt woozy, lightheaded to the 100th degree. I remember my fans faces as everything went black. 

I woke up looking around in an ambulance, everyone's shouting and screaming didn't help the headache I was having. No one was really paying attention to me, there was this man in blue scrubs sitting on the side of me. He looked up at me.

"Hey." He said smiling. He had pearly white teeth, a shaven beard, crystal deep brown eyes, he was muscular in the arms and short wavy hair. 

"Hi." I said not smiling. The talking stopped and I went back to sleep. All I remember is being taken out of the ambulance. 

"I love you." He said hugging me 

"I have to tell you something." 

"What?"

"I'm pregnant." 

"WHAT?!!! YOU CAN'T BE PREGNANT!" 

"Please stop yelling at me!" 

"We have to abort it."

"I'm not aborting my baby!!" 

"Nicki, I'm not ready for a baby."

"I'm not doing it." 

"Bye Nicki." 

"No wait Dr....." 

I sprung from my sleep and found my self in a hospital room. There were people sitting around me. Candi rushed up to me.

"Hey mama, you okay?" 

"Hey Candi." 

"So what happened? What's going on?"

I thought of the dream I just had. Tears started rushing down my cheeks. 

"What is it Nic?" 

"I'm pregnant."

"What?!"

"Please don't yell at me." 

"Nicki I---Who's the father?" 

"Drake." 

"What?!" 

"Candi stop!" 

"Sorry Nic, I'm just shocked. I'm here for you anything you need." 

"Thank you Candi." 

There was a knock at the door. It was the  man in the blue scrubs. He looked at Candi not noticing me. 

"Is she awa---," he looked at me "Oh hey. I see you're awake. 

"I'm your doctor. Dr. Samuels. How do you feel?" 

"I feel fine. Can I go home?"

"Can I speak to you alone?" 

Everyone walked out of the room. 

"Ma'am you realize that you're pregnant?"

"Yes." I said sadly. It makes me crumble every time I think about it. 

"You need to chill." 

"I can't, not everyone knows." 

"So?"

"So, if I just stop people's gonna know something's up, I'm gonna get fat, their gonna know I'm pregnant, then ask who's the father." 

"What's wrong with the father part?" 

"He doesn't want a baby." I said looking down. Replaying that scene in my head over and over. 

"You need to talk to him." Dr. Samuels walked out of the room. 

I thought. Yes Onika, you need to talk to him.


2 comments:

  1. Why drake gotta act like that! I hope she can bounce back and get healthy for get baby. With safarees help of course!

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  2. Oh snaps, wtf is going to happen, really need more.

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